This essay is part of the Renovating Holiness Project. Janel Apps Ramsey is a staff member at Bloom Church Denver. She
graduated from NTS with an MA in Theological Studies. She loves
exploring topics of women and church, wholeness and healing, and techno
music. She lives with her husband Baird, cats Yao and Ty, and Helena
the Hedgehog. She loves waking up and seeing mountains every single
day.
The community where I serve expresses its vision as “cultivating gardens of resurrection.” To explore this idea more fully, I’d like you to meet Helena the Hedgehog. A hedgehog is a softball sized insectivore with short sharp spines on her back and sides. They have a soft furry underbelly and an expressive face with a cute button nose that wiggles from side to side. Hedgehogs, in their native habitat, live in gardens and hedgerows in several parts of the world.
Helena lives in a cage in the corner of my living room. In a perfect world, I could train Helena to live in my garden during the summer and then bring her inside to protect her during the winter and spring. (They hibernate and often die in the cold.) But unfortunately, when she does what she was created to do, she isn't really thinking about the fact that I want her to stay only in my patch of garden. Helena was created to tend the garden at large to help make all things new.
Stewardship is in her DNA. Eating bugs, stirring up the soil, and protecting the garden are all things she does naturally. She is a kingdom creature, cultivating what is given to her. However, when my cats want to play with her, or when she sees an arm come over her like the shadow of a bird, she takes a defensive posture. She immediately curls up into a ball and puffs out her quills. In this defensive posture, safety means keeping everything else out.
For Helena, vulnerability comes when she is doing what she was made to do. Moving around in the garden means that her belly is exposed and her defenses are down. A few weeks ago, I let her out to roam the yard. She was SO excited. She walked the entire fence line, rambled through the raspberry bush, and foraged through the grass. In her excitement, she got a little cut on one of her legs,which she barely even noticed. I had to keep an eye on it the next few days and make sure she was okay.
If I just put her in a cage with food, water, clean bedding, and a wheel to run on, she would be well taken care of. But if I never picked her up and played with her, or let her run around outside, she would get bored, which would lead to several negative behaviors. When bored with the world, hedgehogs will self-harm. To release their energy and frustration, they will gnaw on their feet, sometimes until they can’t walk. Second, if they get suspicious and paranoid, they will stop allowing you to tend to their needs. From rolling into an indistinguishable ball of prickles to head-butting you when you are trying to care for them, they can become extremely difficult to interact with. Even though I am trying to help her, to trim her nails so she can move around better, she butts me out.
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The community where I serve expresses its vision as “cultivating gardens of resurrection.” To explore this idea more fully, I’d like you to meet Helena the Hedgehog. A hedgehog is a softball sized insectivore with short sharp spines on her back and sides. They have a soft furry underbelly and an expressive face with a cute button nose that wiggles from side to side. Hedgehogs, in their native habitat, live in gardens and hedgerows in several parts of the world.
Helena lives in a cage in the corner of my living room. In a perfect world, I could train Helena to live in my garden during the summer and then bring her inside to protect her during the winter and spring. (They hibernate and often die in the cold.) But unfortunately, when she does what she was created to do, she isn't really thinking about the fact that I want her to stay only in my patch of garden. Helena was created to tend the garden at large to help make all things new.
Stewardship is in her DNA. Eating bugs, stirring up the soil, and protecting the garden are all things she does naturally. She is a kingdom creature, cultivating what is given to her. However, when my cats want to play with her, or when she sees an arm come over her like the shadow of a bird, she takes a defensive posture. She immediately curls up into a ball and puffs out her quills. In this defensive posture, safety means keeping everything else out.
For Helena, vulnerability comes when she is doing what she was made to do. Moving around in the garden means that her belly is exposed and her defenses are down. A few weeks ago, I let her out to roam the yard. She was SO excited. She walked the entire fence line, rambled through the raspberry bush, and foraged through the grass. In her excitement, she got a little cut on one of her legs,which she barely even noticed. I had to keep an eye on it the next few days and make sure she was okay.
If I just put her in a cage with food, water, clean bedding, and a wheel to run on, she would be well taken care of. But if I never picked her up and played with her, or let her run around outside, she would get bored, which would lead to several negative behaviors. When bored with the world, hedgehogs will self-harm. To release their energy and frustration, they will gnaw on their feet, sometimes until they can’t walk. Second, if they get suspicious and paranoid, they will stop allowing you to tend to their needs. From rolling into an indistinguishable ball of prickles to head-butting you when you are trying to care for them, they can become extremely difficult to interact with. Even though I am trying to help her, to trim her nails so she can move around better, she butts me out.

















